In the middle of nowhere.

I could have drenched myself with mutton curry or H2O but I didn't.
Why should I anyway?

I've been busy with work (all work no play makes me a dull girl). But yesterday we went to the long awaited M Nasir nyer concert @ Ambassador.

Baguih punya!

I wish la all other Malaysian entertainers nak and boleh datang kat sini, esp Jaclyn Victor.

I bought meself a new phone yesterday. Whoopie! So now, no more la drama with the old phone which I still sayang and will oweys sayang.

Tapi kan old phone, I've few questions for you la (altho I already know la kan the answers to all of 'em tapi lantak nk tanye jugak);

1) Why do you like to play dead esp when I need you? Don't say you don't have enough energy, cause I charge you batt kaw kaw nyer.

2) Why do I find it hard not to sayang you my dear old fren?

3) This is not a Q but I just want to apologise to you for my behaviour. I shouldn't have thrown you (when angry) or dropped you (by accident or not, no excuses allowed) or cursed you (which I did, sometimes, when you're miles away from me). I should have made you feel better, wanted, needed cause it's me who's dependant on you and not the other way 'round)

Here's a song for you my dear:

Talipon berbunyik - Kring (3x)
Ku angkat, ku jawab
Siapa?

Talipon berbunyik - Kring (3x)
Ku angkat, ku dengar
suara...

Would I think of you differently?

Yes. But in a much kinder way.



You must not blame yourself when it's clear that your dad is at fault. He's dahsyat when he tried to sell you off and keji when he tried to talk your mum into aborting you just cause he didn't want you. I know you don't have any siblings to talk things to or hear your plight, but you still have your mum. Do try to forgive you mum, because she wanted (and still do) the best for you and she must have thought that you'd be better off not knowing the truth. I know how hard it is to find out the truth after 23 years, just when you were about to get married.