Would I think of you differently?

Yes. But in a much kinder way.



You must not blame yourself when it's clear that your dad is at fault. He's dahsyat when he tried to sell you off and keji when he tried to talk your mum into aborting you just cause he didn't want you. I know you don't have any siblings to talk things to or hear your plight, but you still have your mum. Do try to forgive you mum, because she wanted (and still do) the best for you and she must have thought that you'd be better off not knowing the truth. I know how hard it is to find out the truth after 23 years, just when you were about to get married.